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Falling faster and faster again, I've felt it all before.
You leave, and I keep trying to ignore the fact that I can't find happiness in anything anymore.
And you don't help anymore.
So tell me, what do I do now?
Screaming and crying but making no sound.
This mind and body of mine collapse, sinking right into the ground.
So what do I do now?
You put me in this hell.
Easy to see that I'm nothing...
...Worth your time. What do you want me to say?
"I'm sorry."?
Sorry for what?
I'll Take a step back.
Take a step back from everything.
My love wasn't worth anything.
Now take a look at, take a look at what you did to me.
So why the fuck would I care about you in the first place?
When you had nothing to say,
and the feel that you left me with was hate.
Now, I'll just take it day by day
I'll keep asking myself why you ever turned away.
Breaking down is easy when you have nothing to give a shit about.
Your empty promises eat me alive.
Out of sight and out of mind.
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The Pull
02:41
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Take my breath away.
I'm tired of living every single fucking day
Becoming bitter, becoming sick.
Why can't I see that this is all that's left of me?
I'll distance myself from reality.
I'll let go,
I'll let go of everything.
Don't push me.
I'm so close to the edge and I'm breaking.
Just pull me.
Pull me back up, give me false hope.
Drill it into my head.
Death is pulling me in again.
Forcing regret down my throat with tired hands.
Fuck it, i'm gone.
Take me away,
I'm tired of feeling pain, only pain, only pain.
I've become bitter, I've become sick.
Take my breath away, because this is all that's left of me.
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Oh please, this is all that I've got.
I've never been so okay with drowning in all of my thoughts.
I've never felt so lost.
I've never felt so fucking lost,
can you show me the way out?
My mind is racing, and I can't seem to cope with the loss of you, it's true.
I've been stuck here for four fucking years, and it's something that I'm not used to.
This isn't real, I constantly tell myself.
This is a feeling that none of you should have to feel.
What the fuck, I just don't know what to do anymore.
But without you here, I have nothing at all to live for.
I know, I know I should've been there.
But I was just too scared.
Seeing you lose air, was just something that I couldn't bear.
If only you knew exactly how I was feeling, maybe I'd be able to explain.
Oh no, don't tell me that things will get better.
This almost killed me, but to the rest, it doesn't matter.
To all of you, it never even mattered.
I guess it doesn't matter.
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Disconnect
03:21
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Forgetting what this meant to me,
I've lost touch with everything.
I've been beating myself up just to find true meaning.
I guess I'm not so fucking lucky.
I guess I'm not so lucky.
This deadweight on my back is crushing me.
I'm aching,
I'm breaking,
My legs, they won't stop shaking.
I'll never escape this hell.
I'm rotting from the inside and this time I need your help.
But where were you?
Where are you now?
I need your help.
Help me turn back around,
pick up the slack that I left far beneath the ground.
You'll say that this is all for the best.
I'm still screaming in my head, "I guess it'll all be okay."
So I guess it'll be okay.
And still, slowly but surely losin' my goddamn mind.
Where do I go from here?
I've left every little thing behind, all for nothing.
Was it all for nothing?
I try to reach, I try to reach for something, for anything to give me peace.
Only for me to accept defeat.
There's not much more that i can take.
Give me peace,
there's not much more that i can take.
Just give me peace.
I know it'll all be okay.
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NMNU
02:16
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Fading away, I've learned the worst parts about me.
It's more than I could ever say.
Break me, break me until I'm nothing.
Or just until I feel a little something.
Still stuck in this shell, I need something else.
More than accepting this hell.
But there's no motivation.
No fucking understanding.
Just tell me, can you hear me?
Please try to understand me.
Asking for forgiveness is harder than it seems.
But yet I'm here, I'm begging you to see the real me.
This is the real me.
Such a sorry sight to see.
Forget everything about me.
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Blame Me
02:49
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Just another face.
Another face, that's all I was to you from the very beginning.
Now I feel out of place.
Oh, but it's all grown to be the same to me.
And it's never ending.
But how?
How am I to blame for this
when I'm lost in the sound
of your cracking voice
telling me that you're done?
There's no more love.
I'm so far gone.
I've held my tongue for far too fucking long.
But what's done is done.
There's no more love.
Fuck it.
My skin no longer craves your touch.
but I'm still stuck.
and I know that you see right through me.
I'm stuck with all of these,
All of these thoughts growing in the back of my mind.
I'm still wondering, why?
I'm left wondering, why?
why I held my tongue for far too long.
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